Stress

Am very stress. Am very busy but very free. I don't know how to describe the feeling.

I have a dinner this coming Sunday and I need a lot of preparation. Dad and I are going to be the emcee for the dinner. 100 tables. Frankly sometimes I hate myself coz I recommended myself. But this is a very good way to know new people. As you all know I have very limited friends.

Dad is doing all the work on what to say and when to say. I know I can do it, but I just need lots of preparation. He is still drafting out and he is also busy like hell. We are doing so last minute work!!!!

Oh well, I just wish all will be well and I at least won't memalukan myself and dad. Wish me luckkkkkkkkkkk.