Spring cleaning and CNY preparation for 2010

We did the spring cleaning over the weekend and some shopping for CNY preparation ...

Here's some pictures. Can't wait to invite friends over to lepak and *ahem* :P .. Well there are also a lot of drinks .. please feel free to come and finish them .. kekekeke.

Positive

I am feeling very weird these 2 days. I am sad, coz something happened and it's disturbing my career and my friendship with a friend. But I don't let myself to be sad, keep trying to cheer myself up and think positive.

I thought I am doing very well. But I had a drink with a friend last night and he told me he feels that I am very negative and sounds like I have a lot of complains on my life. I am so surprised. I thought I have been very cheerful and frankly speaking I don't like people who are negative. I tried not to communicate with them so much. So how can I be negative myself????

I am so lost. I don't know how I am feeling. People in the office keep saying to think positive to create a good frequency blah blah blah so that we can do better in our sales. I tried to be and I thought I can do it. But it seems I am being emotionally down and demotivated again. I hope it's because its the time of the month so I am being emotional.

How to cheer myself up? How long do I need to be back to the happy me?